just not enough

malapit ng masira ulo ko hahaha. welcome to hell week.

I decided to study this week talaga for my subjects. But some things just came up… Some non-academic things.

i’m finishing some work which I am not really paid for. My contract ended with my ex-boss November 2008 pa. But he had the audacity to text me (and ALL CAPS, GAYA NITO) and order me to do his job. Hmmm… Ginawa ko na, para matapos na lang… This is the same job where I got overtaxed by 4 thousand pesos yata… Hmmm… Yun, puro hmmm na lang ayoko kasing magmura or say something na pagsisisihan ko.

Tutorials! Tutorials! Tutorials! I got three tutorial offers this week. Hay, ganyan talaga ang mga tutees, nakasabay sa finals week mo. Kasi finals din nila. So pare-pareho kayong SABAW pag nagkita kayo.

Editing work too. MA Theses ng mga tao, so kelangan nilang makapag-defense before matapos ang 2nd sem. The clock is ticking.

Eveything due this week. This is really crazy, you know.

I distinctly remember the previous months na pa-jogging jogging lang ako sa academic oval. Hahaha. Ngayon biglang umulan ng grasya. Grasya pa rin naman sila. In a way, medyo natutuwa din ako kasi marami akong natutulungan sa season na ito. Pero parang nasisira na yung ulo ko minsan kasi yung sarili ko kelangan ko ding tulungan diba? Hahaha. 10 units na nga lang ako this sem.

Tapos, tapos tapos… nalaman ko na yung pinagtitirik ko ng kandilang crush ko ay… may GIRLFRIEND na pala. hahaha. Aruyyyyyyy.

Sa mga panahong ito, parang kahit ibigay ko ang todo ko, kulang na kulang pa rin ako.

2 thoughts on “just not enough

  1. hi, ate Helen. I just love your blog. your post SOLITUDE made me cry. cguro kasi I have been in emotional chaos for the past 2 years (until now). Many of my profs have lost their expectations due to my becoming poor academic performance. And ako rin, I have little idealism left. The root of it is a long story. I was looking for SOMETHING in life, and I have seen it from people like you. For some reason, you remind me of my highschool classmate. She is also a freelance writer but an ECE student.Sana makita ko kau sa personal someday when I become a registered engineer.

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