daydreaming on finals week, lanciano miracle and jogging galore

omg… march. final stretch of the semester. yeah, one semester too many for someone like me. but still the same feeling. one good thing about having a lot of semester to practice in is that you get used to the stress and it doesn’t seem to hurt as much. just like jogging, which hurts the legs only at first but over time it gets easier and more enjoyable…

past three days i have been jogging again. it just feels so good to do it again. i got sick with asthma for about 10 days and i wasn’t able to go to school that much. i was so depressed. getting back in the jogging habit has been really refreshing for me. i also realized that even the ability to jog or be in a health condition that allows me to jog is a gift from God. I have been close to taking that good health for granted because I felt invincible last month, as if no virus is to assail me or something. Of course, that’s just misplaced pride. hahaha. No one’s exempted from the wear and tear of life.

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I also finished reading this, which I find very interesting since the Eucharist is a hot theological topic for most denomination: http://www.miraclerosarymission.org/lanciano.html

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hmmm what else. i diminished my rakets by a considerable degree these days. i just wanted to work on one big project for a short time and yield big returns. then not work for the next weeks. and then get another big project after a long period of rest. it is just more efficient: Pareto Principle at work.

I used to take things by the bulk, regurgitating from my PC around 15 articles a day for different clients. It wasn’t a life at all. It was just a big money-making machine that I made myself out of.

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Today, I feel better. I wake early, I sleep early and I do stuff more spontaneously.. When things feel a bit on the heavy side, my inner compass tells me that I am giving in too little or too much on something.

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Sure, I’ll need a more stable income in case I decide to build a family. But right now, I am just hapy with the way things are…

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Anyway, much as I want to expound on these thoughts that I have in my head right now, I realize that I have to accomplish some other things and these pleasures of the Internet have to be reined in before it eats up my entire breaktime today. hehe.

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Daydreaming is becoming a vice. It’s alarming.

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